LOLThis is just a big joke. 'Exactly mister Good Fellow, a practical joke. Haha.' No. I didn't find anybody. I have nobody. Some dicks uses my heart but in real life, not the one i live in my recurrent daydreams, I am alone. I can trust nobody. One for one. Even my closest friends seem different, and sometimes so superior than me. I don't own anything, anyone. And do they own me ? I am just someone, in the middle of other ones. And i am less than someone. Because i dared things they are too scared to try. Something hard, something that hurts. But now I'm alone in my pain. And he's not here to support me. He won't be. Never. I will be dreaming alone now.
I LET YOU GO AND NOW I'M ALONE. I JUST COULDN'T HANDLE IT. NO PROBLEM I'M GONNA DIE IN LOVE'S HELL.